An almost rainy Thursday exception

A rainy Thursday welcomed me this morning. I had a smile on my face because it's raining. =) (rains never failed to give me smile) I read the unread messages from my cellphone from last night. I went to bed early and was hoping to get out of it early. But I ended up waking up at 5:30 am, full of plans on how I would manage my time and study for the rest of the morning. After replying to some text messages, I received one that made me cry because I felt that I was an incompetent President. I tried my best not to cram and repeat the mistakes that my predecessors did. What's the purpose of my experience if I will do the same mistakes?

I am trying to instill to my officers the value of punctuality. But I hate the fact that they can't tell me directly that they can't come early but they can text me directly with some matters. I felt bypassed. I will surely allow them to come late if they have their valid reason. But if they don't, they must be responsible enough to know their obligations as officers. Arggh. I'm pissed. =/

But looking on the brighter side of things, I still prefer to be happy today because God answered the last request I have for this week. I wasn't able to study for audit and tax today because of the leadership chores I did yesterday and I was overly happy when I wasn't called in the recitation a while ago. Thank God for 40! I was hoping for that ever since tax started and He finally gave it at 6:55! Just the perfect time to discuss the questions. I just hope that Atty. D will always pick 40 for the next meetings so that we could learn more. =D

I am not feeling really good at this moment. I am still pissed. But I want to be happy. I want to see blessings more rather than the things that irritate me.

I'll still do my speech. Ciao!

*I pray for the success of our activities tomorrow. =) I just hope that EVERYONE will give their best.

POWER AND AUTHORITY SHOULD BE USED RATIONALLY AND NOT TO MANDATE ON PEOPLE ANYTIME YOU WANT.

Busy Tuesday

Today is the busiest Tuesday in my entire college life. I've wasted 3 hours travelling because of the very heavy traffic in taft. So instead of arriving at school at 8:30am, I arrived at 10:00am. My time was wasted that resulted to a lesser time to study for audit theory (which I had printed for P36 for 24 pages which I hadn't really comprehended) and for sales (which I haven't opened the book up to this moment that I bought almost three weeks ago). Then I went to Tutuban with Santy to pick up the tumblers for Friday, then went to recto for the stickers then went back tired to Beda. When we arrived at school, I wasn't able to focus because AOD and Testi stuffs are suddenly popping in my head and I can't help but be uneasy. :|

I maybe tired and not prepared for my lessons today but God was really good to me. I prayed to Him this morning that I wouldn't be called in law, and true enough, number 3 wasn't called. (I guess it was also a lucky number for me because mama's birthday falls on that date =D ). And even though I wasn't able to correctly answer our short quiz in audit, at least I got 50 instead of 0. =)

I forgot my umbrella in the office so I was forced to walk in the rain. I love walking in the rain, but not now because I already have colds. :| But still, the rain brings me happiness and cools me down.

Just received a bad news because Sir Joseph Cabilitasan (my former CLVE teacher) passed away this evening at 10pm, but I'm happy for him because he already reunited with our Creator and he's in a place where no more physical pain could hurt him. And I know that he'll be in good hands because Mama will be there to tour him around heaven. I just pray for strength for the bereaved family of Sir Joseph especially to Teacher Weng who is very dear to our family. We're really saddened because we can't be with her at this very trying moment in her life while she was with us when Mama passed away last year. Condolence Teacher Weng, we're just here for you. =D

Change topic. No more sad stories.

I saw a lot of old friends today. And they're already taking up law in San Beda. I saw two fellow Lambs and they were shocked and happy to see me there and still in the undergrad (but it's ok, I know that I'll be a CPA soon)

A friend texted me this message at around 9:30pm just when I started working again for our two activities on Friday:

"Ui keren, kahit na hindi ako officer, ramdam ko na andami mong ginagawa. Chill lang. J"

That text message really put a big smile on my face. That was sweet. :) Was I that haggard that even Sir Quijano called my attention again today (for two straight days) because I look sleepy again???

But this is the best text message I received this evening:

"gandang gabi keren graine"

=)

Ok I'm tired. I still have to be in school at 8am tomorrow. I just wanted to blog my busy Tuesday.

It was really tiring but looking at the brighter side, I think I was productive today. =)

I just hope that my meetings for tomorrow will go on well and finish early. I still have a LOT of things to study. :|

Btw, advance happy father's day! (just popped out)

First Day Low? High?

First day of classes but not first day in school again. I really felt tired and sleepy. Sir quijano even called my attention during audit theory because I already fell asleep (waaah). I was called in tax. I can't say that the recitation went well because I forgot that it was "eminent domain" instead of "eminent power". Arggh. And Ms. Manuel, as usual, didn't waste her time doing nothing. Instead, she started her lecture and gave us reading assignments for the next meeting.

To sum it all, accountancy majors looked nerd and haggard on the first day of classes while students from the other courses looked relax. We were the first students who utilized the library and studied in Beda yesterday and we looked like "losers" because we weren't able to enjoy the supposed to be "stress-free" first day.

But who cares if it's "stressful" Monday? We should get used to it, and we should be thankful for it because not everyone has the chance to have a "stressful" Monday in San Beda, learning to be a future CPA. (oh well, just looking at the brighter side) =)

Btw, I'm loving JPIA more especially when I see my co-officers working hard for an activity. I'm looking forward for two successful activities on Friday. =)

I'm signing off to study oblicon. =p later.

Back to school. :|

I feel scared going back to school. Regular classes suck. (I should not think that way. Tsk.) I should learn to love school and studying. This is my last year and I should give my best shot. I can do this. I should be happy. I must be happy. Going back to school is a blessing that not every child is blessed with. Ok, I am happy now and I feel blessed but still scared for tomorrow but I know that God will be with me. I can do this. This is the only way to become a CPA and I will be soon. J

i hateD you! :p

I just realized that it's fun saying these words. It's like "I love you" but not really, somewhat close, almost that.

i hateD you.

Falling…. Into its perfect place :)

Funny how things start to fall into its perfect place again and make you feel loved and cared for. Just when you thought that things will never get back to where it used to be, things just happen happily, exceeding expectations. I'm really happy now and I feel superblessed. J

**Some are taken from us, not to permanently leave us but for it to grow and be the best. So that when it comes back, it'll be ready to care for us more than before.**

Because He is Home

We went to the grocery last night. We planned to go at 12pm after lunch, but because they're (ate, jem and papa) all busy with their lovelifes, we went out at around 5:30pm. I just slept. Lol. The sleep was great! And I forgot, no, I chose not to study (again. Procrastination. Tsk. )

This is the first time that papa scolded me because of my laptop. He saw me playing biotronic in facebook. I can't help it! It's like bejeweled and I love that game! I hope that I won't be addicted to it, or else, it will be very bad for my career. Tsk. Papa even threatened me that he will confiscate my laptop. As if. Lol. Ok I'm mean. I just updated my blog. I'm off to my messy bed now. I haven't put my things in the bag yet that's why my bed is messy. But I will later, if I woke up a little early or when I got home from the feast. But for now, the agenda is to sleep. =D

I'm becoming talkative (maybe because of the iced tea I drank a while ago, or maybe the sugar rush because of cream o and nissin wafer. Yumyum. I can still imagine the taste in my head.). Ok I'll sleep now. Seriously. Btw, I really love this new MS 2007. It really makes blogging A LOT easier and it made me diligent in updating my blog.

Ciao!

Let the Rain Fall

I love the rain and I don't know why. I planned to study today but then again, I procrastinated again. But I did something else that's productive: I cleaned my room, which was also one of my agendas for today. I'm happy today and I can't really explain why. I had my prayer time with the wind blowing on my face. It was an awesome experience. I felt that God was embracing me with the strong breeze that touches me.

My touchpad and mouse are busted! Ate bought me a new one. My "bulilit" mouse. It is so cute and it's retractable, good for traveling. J I didn't do much today except for sleeping and this post is boring. I just want to share that I'm happy and the rain is really soothing my mind. J

Bubbly Keren is Back

Yesterday was. Ugh. Never mind. All I know is I have a good mood today. And I love being in a good mood. The day didn't started so good since I cried today, but then, it's ending quite so well. I'm happy and I love it because I'm happy. God touched my heart and healed my hurts that's why I'm happy now. J But I wasn't able to study today. L At least I had my scripture time and it made my heart so light. :D I love being with God and also missed that feeling.

I just wanted to blog. I'll sleep now. J

Starting from scratch

It's the last day of May. June will finally start tomorrow and I only have 14 days left to start studying and preparing for Atty. D. I badly need to start. And I will start tomorrow. I'll be restarting my scripture time also tomorrow. I'm very excited to establish my daily dates with God even for only 15minutes. There are a lot of people who were asking for my prayers and I'm really guilty for not being able to pray for them continuously because I myself doesn't have a prayer time. Anyway, I'll restart tomorrow. =)

I finally got the blogberry planner that I've been eyeing for since the start of May. I'm excited to write on it and plan my life. But more than planning, I need to execute those plans accurately. I can do this. =)

Ate rox and grax were with me at the feast. I wasn't able to bond with my YMPACT friends but I'm really happy that I finally brought ate rox to the feast. It's an achievement to bring friends to the Lord. I just want them to be blessed the way I am blessed.

I know there's something wrong with me now because all I want to do is to detach myself from everyone. I'm looking forward to be ok soon and bubbly Keren will be back. But for now, it's under renovation.