Surprise!

Dear Keren, Fantasy is important. Some people are allergic to fantasy. But your reality today was once upon a time someone’s fantasy. The computer that you use today was a fantasy in someone’s mind 30 years ago. Praying for something gives you a picture of where you want to go. Praying moves you from your present to your future. 
Pray,God
P.S. Move big mountains in your mind, Keren. Reality will follow.

Maybe the things that will happen in a few months time was just my fantasy that I never really expected to happen this fast. But going back to my logic, IF GOD DOESN'T WANT THIS, THEN THIS SHOULD NOT HAPPEN. BUT BECAUSE HE ALLOWED THIS TO HAPPEN, THEN SO BE IT, THIS IS FOR ME. Oh yes, this is for me. I am a bit weary and scared but I know that with all my batchmates beside me, we can get through this. And maybe, we'll see Singapore, Hongkong or Australia soon. :) So this is it, goodbye AFJ, hello ATH. :)


Just let Your will be done Lord. :) 

The Repeat

Lately, I find myself questioning the very things that define me. I am getting tired and drained (physically, emotionally and spiritually). I tried to runaway (as always) and just vanish in the thin air.

But He doesn't want me to go elsewhere. He dragged me there today to remind me that what I do never failed to make Him happy. I may feel burdened but He'll always be with me. Besides, service is more than bringing back all the glory to God. It is denying ourselves, giving our own little sacrifices and allowing others to experience God through us. :D

What will Mama do?

Mama will explain to you both sides and let you see the positive.
Mama will tell you to move forward and slowly accept everything.
Mama will insist that you must exercise patience and allow God to be in control.
Mama will remind you that in all things, God will ALWAYS work for good, and He’ll never ever fail you.
Mama will gather all her courage, lovingly confront the person, patiently listen to explanations and understand without question.


Things were not easy for me too. But Mama taught me well. She may not be here, but her teachings and her love will always be living, here, inside me. I know I’ve already done my part. I stepped out from my comfort zone and do things I’m don’t used to do. It was a big step for me, but this made me realize that there’s nothing pure and genuine love could not do.


And yes, I still have a firm faith that someday, everything will fall into its perfect place and work according to God’s perfect plan.<3