2

2 is a number.
maybe to remember
or just to forget
but never regret. :)

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It is neither jealousy nor bitterness. It’s just about feeling bad for yourself because you feel so little and not enough because he did not have the courage to stand for you and take the risk while he leaped for the other.

You’re hurting not because of “them” but because of the way you think towards yourself. You don’t have regrets with your decisions because you know that you did what’s best for you. It’s just that you’re hurting and only you could understand; only you could explain.

I feel for you.

One Last....

One last grade and it will be done....

*keeping my fingers crossed*

BUT all the more, keeping the faith stronger than ever.

THIS YEAR IS THE YEAR TO FULFILL MY DREAMS.

I know YOU'LL make them happen. I love You! :D

030910 PAPA read my BLOGS!!!

It was 8 in the morning when I picked up my phone because Ate was calling me. It was unusual. She doesn't usually call me unless she wants to borrow the hair iron again. Then from the other line, I heard:

 
 

Ate: Ke, may problema ka daw ba sabi ni Papa?

Keren: (talking to herself: bakit anong meron?)

Keren: dati meron, ngayon wala. Bakit?

Ate: Eh kasi ung blog mo nabasa ni Papa.

Keren: Huh? Paano? Waaah. (Papa doesn't even know how to open the computer!!!)

Ate: nung nasa bahay siya ng friend niya, sinearch niya ikaw tapos nabasa niya ung blog mo.

Keren: (Devastated.) Hahahaha.

 
 

Papa, if ever you're reading this, hello! :D

 
 

I should be studying now, but since our exam was moved to 2 instead of 1pm, I chose to write because I think I can't contain my thoughts to myself again. Studies show that people who blog are those who are lonely and are not that expressive. I'm not lonely. But I just don't want to talk to someone about random things that's why instead of telling them directly to a person, I just write them. But more than anything, I like to develop my writing skills (if ever I have one) because writing is my waterloo. (this blog will prove that I'm not a good writer. :P Pardon my grammatical errors and scattered thoughts. :D)

 
 

10 minutes left

 
 

I have ten minutes 'til I talk to my calculator and AP notebook again. Since I don't have so much time left, I'll tell my updates in bullet form. :P

• Finals week! I had two exams done, one today and more on the coming days. I studied at Mcdo (3am) (btw, the manager and the crew during the graveyard shift are really hospitable and friendly) this morning then went to mass (7am). :) I gave food to "Tatay" (it never failed to make me feel good and happy) then bought fruits for lunch. I need to learn how to pick the sweet ones. Btw, fruits are expensive! :P
  

   
   

• I didn't attend the youth feast last sun. I saw auntie Gigi again after 15 years then had lunch with the family. I should not have gone to las pinas but my sisters insisted. Instead of having 4hours as my time-off for studying tax, I had 6. I didn't finish studying tax 1. :( but that's ok. At least I had time with my family (the four of us -which is quite unusual nowadays).
  

   
   

• Music min practice last wed. I didn't plan to attend. But because of the frustrating quiz that I had in tax, I chose to attend and didn't answer everyone's text nor calls. I just want to deviate myself from everything. I cried so much. But one good thing happened, at least I learned how to attend mass everyday. (Oops. I forgot to wake up early last Saturday. I missed the morning mass that day. ):D
  

   
   

• OSEB Defense last Friday and I can say that we did great!!! Our spiels during the defense were well-delivered even though we had only almost 3 hours to practice. My officers are great and it was a team effort. I just hope for the best for JPIA. :) I know we did well (that's an understatement).
  

   
   

• Last regular school-Friday is "petiks day". I was in school at 7am for our rehearsal for our defense. As usual, I was the earliest and everyone was late. :P there was no tax2 for that day. And instead of having a lecture in Audit Prob, we just had our grades computed and the rest was "daldalan time". Ate nel, ketts, rjadz and I still have our hangover from the defense during that time. And the four of us passed the midterms in AP!!! :D I prayed for that and I'm blessed that God answered my prayers. :D
  

   
   

• I gained new friends last Friday- the feast manila new youth singers. :D
  

   
   

• I learned how to pray harder. Lord, You're simply awesome. You know why. I love You much! :D
  

   
   

 
 

Four exam days left then deliberation. I still have my facebook fasting 'til the final verdict. But I'll give way to blogging. at least through this, I won't be spending so much time lurking around the internet unlike when I open my FB. :P

 
 

5 minutes extension

 
 

Got to go…

 
 

-done: March 9, 2010

 
 

P.S. I think this will be a late post.