i am sick today. And I am not going to work. But I am still paid. :)
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Monday, June 20, 2011
Email Update Trial
I am exploring the possibilities of my E5 and I am hoping to learn that everything I think of doing could be possible. :)
The Beauty of Sisterhood
I've lost my mother 3 years ago, and I hope I won't lose my father soon (because with the rate things are going now...)
I may have cursed them a number of times. I may have wished that I was the only child years back. I may have several petty fights with them over material things. I may have shouted back. I may have taken them for granted. But this day reminded me that no matter how life rejects us and all the people around us leave us, we'll still have each other, forever.
I will always be grateful to have them. <3
I may have cursed them a number of times. I may have wished that I was the only child years back. I may have several petty fights with them over material things. I may have shouted back. I may have taken them for granted. But this day reminded me that no matter how life rejects us and all the people around us leave us, we'll still have each other, forever.
I will always be grateful to have them. <3
Monday, June 13, 2011
Blue Bead.
When it comes to love, nothing else matters. Even a human can fall in love with a fox and make heavens go crazy.
Love. A profound word that has been used for years yet not everyone could perfectly grasp.
PS Koreanovelas never fail to make me cry. Mi-ho and Dae-woong! <3
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Smile little one.
I know that behind that smile is a crying heart that wishes to be always understood. You are different. And you don't live to conform with what the world expects from you. You are unique in your own way. Things may not always go the way you planned them, but it's ok. Charge it to experience. Smile genuinely cause your smile could heal many (and also you).
Friday, June 3, 2011
Dive.
I was in the middle of the Hillsong Aftermath concert when never-ending questions pop out from my head.
I was blessed by the concert but unsatisfied at the same time. I felt that I’ve already heard all the things that they’ve said and kept on reminding the people. The concert was for newly renewed Christians. It was for those who are only starting in their faith or those who have strayed.
But how about me? I’ve been serving for years. I’ve been to many “Jesus Encounter”. I’ve already heard a lot of talks which taught me to live according to God’s plan. I’ve already battled with my spiritual dryness several times already. Is this the only thing He wanted me to hear? Why was I in the concert? Why did He allow me to spend that much just to hear the same old things that I was already hearing for years? I am not in my desert anymore. I am happily swimming in my ocean of blessings. Is this everything that I could get?
What was God telling me? Does He want me to go back to basics? Or was He telling me to dive in deeper and not to be content just with what I can see?
Earlier that day, I was happy. I felt that I have loved and was blessed enough by the different people and circumstances that I’ve encountered each day. I felt that everything was falling to its perfect place. And if God would take me at that very moment, I know I was ready to die. But what happened with that happiness? Why did I suddenly feel emptiness?
“GOD is not done yet.”
I’ve got dreams. And I am hoping those dreams where the same dreams that God is dreaming for me. I may not be moved by the exhortations during the worship but I know that my P800 was not a waste. I was not there to go back to basics. He put me there to question Him. I felt that He wanted me to act. It seems like He’s telling me that if I want to get things done, if I want to know the answers to my mind-boggling and life-changing questions, I should take the courage to move and get out from my comfort zone. And He wants me to dive and not just float in His Ocean of blessings.
I am still afraid. I am not yet ready to take my leap of faith. But I know in His perfect time, He’ll give me the courage to walk without turning back. He’ll light the way for opportunities and lead me to where He plans me to be.
My soul is still wandering and looking for the next island that He’ll bless me with. My heart is still full of unanswered questions that I am waiting to be answered. I may be happy and content with everything I already have but He is reminding me now that He is not yet done with me.
I was blessed by the concert but unsatisfied at the same time. I felt that I’ve already heard all the things that they’ve said and kept on reminding the people. The concert was for newly renewed Christians. It was for those who are only starting in their faith or those who have strayed.
But how about me? I’ve been serving for years. I’ve been to many “Jesus Encounter”. I’ve already heard a lot of talks which taught me to live according to God’s plan. I’ve already battled with my spiritual dryness several times already. Is this the only thing He wanted me to hear? Why was I in the concert? Why did He allow me to spend that much just to hear the same old things that I was already hearing for years? I am not in my desert anymore. I am happily swimming in my ocean of blessings. Is this everything that I could get?
What was God telling me? Does He want me to go back to basics? Or was He telling me to dive in deeper and not to be content just with what I can see?
Earlier that day, I was happy. I felt that I have loved and was blessed enough by the different people and circumstances that I’ve encountered each day. I felt that everything was falling to its perfect place. And if God would take me at that very moment, I know I was ready to die. But what happened with that happiness? Why did I suddenly feel emptiness?
“GOD is not done yet.”
I’ve got dreams. And I am hoping those dreams where the same dreams that God is dreaming for me. I may not be moved by the exhortations during the worship but I know that my P800 was not a waste. I was not there to go back to basics. He put me there to question Him. I felt that He wanted me to act. It seems like He’s telling me that if I want to get things done, if I want to know the answers to my mind-boggling and life-changing questions, I should take the courage to move and get out from my comfort zone. And He wants me to dive and not just float in His Ocean of blessings.
I am still afraid. I am not yet ready to take my leap of faith. But I know in His perfect time, He’ll give me the courage to walk without turning back. He’ll light the way for opportunities and lead me to where He plans me to be.
My soul is still wandering and looking for the next island that He’ll bless me with. My heart is still full of unanswered questions that I am waiting to be answered. I may be happy and content with everything I already have but He is reminding me now that He is not yet done with me.
I’ll stand with arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
I’ll stand, my soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours
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