A rainy Thursday welcomed me this morning. I had a smile on my face because it's raining. =) (rains never failed to give me smile) I read the unread messages from my cellphone from last night. I went to bed early and was hoping to get out of it early. But I ended up waking up at 5:30 am, full of plans on how I would manage my time and study for the rest of the morning. After replying to some text messages, I received one that made me cry because I felt that I was an incompetent President. I tried my best not to cram and repeat the mistakes that my predecessors did. What's the purpose of my experience if I will do the same mistakes?
I am trying to instill to my officers the value of punctuality. But I hate the fact that they can't tell me directly that they can't come early but they can text me directly with some matters. I felt bypassed. I will surely allow them to come late if they have their valid reason. But if they don't, they must be responsible enough to know their obligations as officers. Arggh. I'm pissed. =/
But looking on the brighter side of things, I still prefer to be happy today because God answered the last request I have for this week. I wasn't able to study for audit and tax today because of the leadership chores I did yesterday and I was overly happy when I wasn't called in the recitation a while ago. Thank God for 40! I was hoping for that ever since tax started and He finally gave it at 6:55! Just the perfect time to discuss the questions. I just hope that Atty. D will always pick 40 for the next meetings so that we could learn more. =D
I am not feeling really good at this moment. I am still pissed. But I want to be happy. I want to see blessings more rather than the things that irritate me.
I'll still do my speech. Ciao!
*I pray for the success of our activities tomorrow. =) I just hope that EVERYONE will give their best.
POWER AND AUTHORITY SHOULD BE USED RATIONALLY AND NOT TO MANDATE ON PEOPLE ANYTIME YOU WANT.
