Random September First and a lot more… :p

• Atty. D stood up during our recitation. (quite unusual)
  
• Andrea is doing great in leading the sophomores and taking in charge in the preparing for the things needed for tomorrow. I am proud of her.
  
• I was able to talk to Bfr this morning, last night and a while ago. There was a lot of catching up. It just seems that we don't study in the same school. We rarely see each other.
  
• I wasn't able to do anything productive yesterday. I didn't finish recording the receipts for July to September. I didn't study anything for the week (for school). But I learned playing "That's When I Love You". (so inspired *n_n*)
  
• I said things that I should have said 2 years ago. Better late than keep it to myself forever. :p
  
• I just learned that the bar exams will start on Sunday. Wishing the best for Sir Llave. :)
  
• I was able to study in Sales today. But I studied agency instead of commodatum. I was able to read a few pages though. I just want to thank God for allowing me to be called during the early part of the recitation enabling me to answer a few questions terribly. Lol. But it's ok. At least I was not so nervous. Knowing that I already expect a recitation today. :)
  
• Exam in MAS will be tomorrow. I hope I could study well later or maybe tomorrow. (gawd, I'm kinda sleepy)
  
• I am hoping and praying for a good and successful presentation of the freshmen tomorrow. *crossed fingers* I am hoping that we could win. :)
  
• The start of my week is super fun. I was blessed to attend the Feast Pasig again. I am really happy to be with my Ympact Friends again and was able to spend quality time with them. :)
  
• I was able to achieve the friendship that I've always wanted and felt so blessed by having that friendship. :)
  
• I promised to be a really diligent student this time. One month is not yet too late. I'll be good. Promise. :)
  
• Dance min practice tomorrow. I'll be with Grax and Rjadz. Weee. It really feels great seeing them active in service. :)
  
• I am always sleepy. I don't know if I am just too lazy, or tired, or this is already a disorder. I just hope that I would not be always sleepy so I could study better.
  
• A lot of drama happened in our neighbor's house. Too much screaming. :p Ate was super hysterical (and that annoyed me much. Arggh. :-/)
  
• I'm too talkative. My bed is calling me now. He's missing me a lot. Lolz.
  

  
   

  
   

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That’s When I Love You

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly

And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you, no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway

Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what

Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

Where art thou?

I don't know why I'm too lazy to write these past few days. I sometimes feel the urge to write the simple things that happened on my day. But whenever I'm already in front of AK (my laptop), I just feel lazy (just like now). I was supposed to write what happened today, what happened on my birthday and the rest of the past week, but I'm just too lazy…. And I don't know why. I promise to blog (when my industriousness comes back). lol. I'm sleepy again. :| waaah. This can't be. I should start being productive. :|

 

Ciao!

 

P.S. I am hoping that "keren the blogger" would be back soon. I think she's on vacation. :D

 

Gelatin. Marshmallow.

I have a lot of kwento but I'm really lazy to write. :|

My eyes are really sleepy now but there are still a LOT of JPIA stuff to do….

My midterms are………………………………………..

This is nonsense. I'm going to blog later. :D

Ciao!

Happy 21st! :)

Thank you LORD
for another year to love
and to be loved.
:)

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEAN, KUYA CALOY AND TITO NARCING!*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!!! :D

Jeep

I don't like walking to school. I hate the feeling of the sweat flowing at my back. I don't like the feeling of stickiness after walking. I want to be fresh whenever I go to school. So, I prefer to ride the bus (which will take me about 30 minutes from Lawton to San Beda) instead of the jeep (which will only take me 10 minutes).

I could still remember the time when I excluded myself from my friends and find some time alone at St. Jude. I was looking for an Adoration Chapel near San Beda since last February 2008. I asked. But it seems that churches near my school don't have one (or it's just the people's innocence that they didn't know that there's an existing Adoration Chapel in the church). Anyway, I end praying and crying inside St. Jude on that fateful day. As much I wanted to have a solemn personal time with God as I cried my heart out during that time, I ended up finding silence in my heart.

It was a busy Monday for me. It's not the usual "petiks mode" during Sundays. It was "cramming mode". I have lots of things to study in TAX that I don't even know where to focus. I enjoyed solving problems though, but I hate the feeling of not knowing if I have studied enough or not. I stole an hour of sleep in during my morning and afternoon review. Then had a 2-hour sleep (from 11:30 to 1:30) this morning. I didn't sleep much. I am used to that even during high school. But unlike the feeling in high school in which you are confident to answer an exam because you know you've studied well, my morning review sessions now in college doesn't give me the feeling of security and confidence that I can hurdle the exam.

My Catholic Faith something that I've been cherishing for years. I am blessed to know God since I was born. I am blessed to grow up in a family that taught me who God is. And I am grateful for this Faith. If not for this, I wouldn't have been optimistic about things. If not for this, I would have taken my life a long time ago. If not for this, I wouldn't look forward for hope.

After a year and a half of looking for an Adoration Chapel near my school, I finally found one. It will now be my safe heaven. The place that I will always visit from now on. The reason that I am now looking forward to ride a jeep instead of a bus. Walking will not be an issue anymore. I already found my motivation.

God affirmed to me again today that He'll never leave and I should not be afraid. I am scared. But I am holding on to my faith and to His promise.

Thank you Lord for this faith. :)

 

"The LORD Himself goes before you and will be with you;

He will never leave you nor forsake you.

Do not be afraid; Do not be discouraged."

-Deuteronomy 31:8-

My top 10 non-material birthday wishes…

Why non-material? Material gifts can be easily bought by MONEY!!! If only I have money, I could buy anything I want. Money can be easily earned (ok fine. not really.), but money is something generic. And things that can be bought by money are generic! So I have this 10 non-material birthday wishlist.

1. Pass all my subjects this semester.
   
2. Graduate on April 8/9, 2010. :D
   
3. Pass the CPA Board Exam on October 2010. :)
   
4. Not to be hurt too much when … (though shall not be posted publicly. :p)
   
5. Be happy and feel contented and blessed in everything. :)
   
6. That Papa, Ate Kay and Jem will always be happy.
   
7. For my friends (especially Loren) to pass the CPA Board Exam.
   
8. Spend time with friends!!!
   
9. Have a vacation with my family. :)
   
10. No more FAMILY FEUD…
    

I know that some are too idealistic. But those are my birthday wishes (no objections please. :D).

(no room for love. I think I'm not ready to fall for someone new. He's still there. But don't get me wrong. I'm happy and contented that we're friends and nothing more than that.)

Tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac tic tac.

25 hours 'til my 21st. :)

As Promised. :)

Time started: 11:30pm

I put the time so that I could really tell you that I blogged as promised. But since that dsl is having its usual tantrums again, and I just got home, I don't think I can finish this blog before 12:00 midnight. But at least, I started it tonight which is still a part of the "tomorrow" that I said yesterday. :)

There's so much to tell. So much to write so that when I can remember no more, I can browse on this page and remember how my life has been.

Monday

Monday is ok. We had a quiz in MAS about cash flow (ang walang kamatayang cash flow). I got 6/11=54%. Sir Quijano got mad at us because we weren't able to study the IRR of the Accountancy Law. And Tax was a relief for the first time. :) Atty. D just discussed things that we don't know (then we realized that there are A LOT of things in TAX that we don't know.).

 

Tuesday

I didn't come to school early that day. I came an hour before our audit class and still haven't read anything in audit. I borrowed Joey's copy of the IRR when I saw him outside the lib, wrote in the sorry card for sir quijano then went to class. We had a little surprise for sir Quijano to make amends to our misbehavior last Monday.

If we gave Sir Quijano a surprise, Atty. D gave us a surprise- quiz. I only got 36%! I'm not really good in law and my hopes for that subject are slowly declining as days pass. But I want to be optimistic. I can still do something and I'm holding on to that.

I went home with Grax, Rjadz and Erika. We did our FSA and a lot of eating. :D It was a very productive overnight. At least we were able to finish 80% of our paper.

 

Wednesday

We slept at 7am then I woke up at 10am to work for our paper again. It was a long night for us and we were all stressed and tired. Thank God for Pres. Cory that it was a declared holiday or else we will be in school. We finished doing our fsa at 5pm. We left home at 6:30pm.

I was planning to practice for the Feast Manila but since we weren't able to finish our paper early, I just end up practicing for the Music Min. I was really shy. I was blessed to have Katty around. Kuya alfie was really nice to me (as well as the others though they don't really talk to me). Being part of music ministry was my dream ever since the Feast started. Singing is one of my greatest passion that even though I know that I'm not the best singer that this world could offer, my heart for singing can compensate for my voice. I just observed their practice then was asked to sing after. I was not prepared! I don't even know what song I should sing. I was so nervous when kuya ji started to play. I sang "I offer my life" with a nervous and cracky voice. Then it came to me once again that I can't sing alone comfortably in front of people that will hear me for the first time.

 

Thursday

I didn't come to school early again. I was almost late for MAS. It was a lazy Thursday for me. Nothing much to tell.

 

Friday

We had an exam in MAS. Then discussed annex a, b & c of the IRR. We just had a discussion in sales. Then I happily went to the MANILA FEAST. :)

I learned something that day: a woman's instinct is really one of a kind, it may not be completely true but more or less, the idea that something different is happening is there.

 

Saturday

God truly blesses me. Sir Uro was really nice to allow us to take the exam anytime within our period. I took our supposed to be 11am exam at 1pm. :)

I wasn't able to study for accrev but thank God that he made Sir Tony lazy again today that he wasn't able to prepare a quiz today and just chose to discuss CASH FLOW!

It was a tiring day.
Rjadz, Erika and I (with grax again) went to Rjadz's dorm to finish our FSA. We weren't able to finish everything but at least we were almost done. Almost. :)

 

I have a lot of plans for today (SUNDAY). I just hope that I could execute them well. I am good in planning. But never in implementing. I just need to change now. I can. (crossed fingers)

Blessing will be pouring. God is good!

 

Time ended: 12:07am

Should I?

FACEBOOK is God's way of saying, "KEREN, you should really move forward now. You already got what you've been asking for."

I'm a hypocrite if I'll say that I'm not hurting. I am, but not that much.

I'm ok. I just sometimes hate my instincts. Lol.

=)

I have a lot more stories to tell. I'll blog tomorrow. Promise. :D

LATE POST!!! July 23, 2009 is a HAPPY day

LATE POST! I found this file while cleaning up my desktop. I think I fell asleep while I was writing this blog then opt to save it first before publishing it. But then, I forgot to publish and even finish it. :P

 

I should have been sad after the surprise quiz in tax. 97% of the class got 0 (including me) in the quiz. But instead of being sad about it, I was more excited to finish the class because of this text message: "mam, ditto nap o laptop u pede nyo na kuha bukas". Don't mind the sentence construction, just mind its meaning. Finally, after more than two weeks of not having AK, she's now back in my arms and functioning pretty well. Two weeks was worth the wait I guess. I was really overjoyed to have AK back. I miss doing this, lying down while typing my blog.

AK got three scratches. She got two near the touch pad and one on the cover. I overreacted when I saw the scratches. But what should I do, AK got hurt and I can't do anything to remove the scratches. They are a part of AK now. AK with scratches. =( But if those scratches were the reason why AK's touchpad is functioning well now, then so be it. I am looking forward for AK's sleeves soon from Ate Kay. It will be her birthday gift for me. :D

Happiness today isn't all about AK. There's a lot more. But AK is a big part of it and she's the main reason for this evening's happiness. :D

There are a lot more things to be happy about. My July 23, 2009 started at 12:00am with me, reading the lecture materials in MAS. I thought it would be difficult to understand and it will take me an hour to finish reading the lecture. But lo and behold, it only took me 20minutes to finish reading Garrison's cash flow lecture with much understanding. :) after MAS, I studied fringe benefit in tax and that was the first time ever that I felt that I understood the lesson in tax in one seating.

End

I think that there are a lot more stories I want to share last July 23 but then, I fell asleep. Sleep is good! I need more of it. :D